Self-Love manoeuvring towards Pinnacle

I have been Crippled by Insecurities and played Slave to perfection’s impossible Allure .


I have broken myself in order to try & appear whole and withered myself to better fit in the palms of others.
And, you see, it took breaking to the point that I thought I was beyond mending, beyond Hope, to realize that nothing (no one) is ever too far gone to find Redemption .


It was then I was reborn from my Ashes and was able to grow a new from Betwixt each & every crack .
It was then I learned that the Ocean does not apologizes for it’s depth & the Mountains do not seek forgiveness for the Space they take and so ,
NEITHER SHALL I . . .πŸ‘



Bcuz,
I have found this Life way too short to harbour energy that does not benefit me .
To hold within me Contempt, Negativity, Judgement or Disrespect –
to hold onto anything that does not facilitate some form of Growth .πŸ™Œ


And whilst there are some pains that will be forever rooted in these bones,
from them I promise to always bloom .
And for every mistake I am still destined to make,
I swear that I will carry the weight of their lesson on shoulders held straight with Pride .✌️


For, you see,
I have fallen from Grace (Time & Time again) & found myself buried beneath Rock bottom .
I have tumbled from the heights of Happiness & Love and stumbled through the depths of Sorrow & Despair .
I have Navigated this Life the only way that I know how and forever come out the Victor
No matter how high the odds seemed stacked against me . 🀟


So, I will not take a single second, breath or beat of this heart for granted.
I will cherish this Gift and try my best to be a Human of which I can be Proud .πŸ˜‡


ABHIJEET KHANDARE

Β© 01/07/2019


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Trust the Timing of thy Life

Back almost after couple of months due to Studies & Workload.

Hope y’all doing well πŸ˜‡βœŒοΈ

Gotten some quality time to write about some Productive Encouraging stuff,
so here I go πŸ‘‡
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Trust the Timing of your life .

You don’t have to have it all figured out by a certain Age,
You don’t have to chase a version of success that doesn’t inspire you .
You just have to learn about yourself.
You have to keep doing the work, not just Physically but Emotionally .
You have to learn about who you are on a Foundation Level, you have to understand what you deeply value, what ignites your soul , what makes you want to get up in the morning, and you have to chose that every single day .
You have to stand up for it.
You have to leap towards that Hope, even when it’s scary, even when you’re the only one dreaming in that direction.


Because there’s no point in moving quickly towards a Life you don’t want.
There’s no point in doing everything right if you are just going to end up unhappy.


No — You aren’t failing at Life.

You aren’t falling behind because you are moving at a different pace than those around you.
You aren’t odd or delusional , if your dreams do not look like the ones society told you to have when you were younger.
You are making your life your own.
You are growing into your future .
Never ever be ashamed of that ✌️



The truth is , it isn’t always easy being the person who follows their dreams.
It isn’t always easy being the person who does things differently, who chooses their own journey.
It isn’t easy feeling like you’re falling behind, like you are existing in a completely different lane in comparison to your peers.
But instead of seeing that as a disheartening thing — you have to embrace the different lane. You have to let it motivate you.


And when it comes to following your dreams, you have to understand that it is so much more than quitting your day job & padding your life with freedom.
You shouldn’t cease elbowing your way into the World and you mustn’t cease believing in your vision,
You should fight for it , no matter what Life presents you.


Because that’s the thing — Life will happen to you . It’ll weather you but it’ll never defeat you. You just have to know your purpose & believe in it with ruthless conviction.
You have to be your biggest fan, even when it is difficult , even when you feel like you’re not a shining example of success .
You have to keep going.


So keep going & going and remind yourself that there’ll never be a perfect time to do things differently, or to pursue something that genuinely scares you .
Following your passion doesn’t work like that. It is constant work, not just Physically but Mentally.
You’ll have to do the hard things wherein which you might Break & Rebuild .


You’ll find your resilience .
You’ll roll with every circumstance that comes up for you.
You’ll move forward.
You’ll push towards the person you want to be, and the Life you want to live ,
because while following your dreams are tough —
You will always be Tougher 🐼/cite>𺬊


Abhijeet Khandare
Β© 01/06/2019


Dawn arises only after Dusk ✌

If you feel like you cannot move on from whatever you are going through at the moment,

Remember this: Six months ago, a year ago, couple of years ago or may be more..
Your thought were the same .
You were in a position that threatened all that was hopeful within you ,
You didn’t even reckon you’d Survive .

But Six months ago, a year ago or couple of years ago – You did
Yes, You did.

You woke up in the dawn.
You pushed through the mess,
You dug thyself out of the hurt.

You held on to whatever light you found within your days ,
You pressed into yourself wherever you could ,
Reminding thyself that goodness still existed ,

That the softness was still there .

Six months ago, a year ago or couple of years ago
You fought your way out of the dark .
You fought to be here.
You have the strength to save thyself.
You always have. Don’t ever forget that .


I need you to know that it gets better .


I need you to know that the way you flay your heart open for the world is brave ,
That the way in which you refuse to be anything but soft, even when you feel like you may just break under the weight of feeling,
is why you’re needed here.


I need you to know that beautiful things are
Vanishing each day , and I’m proud of you for fighting to ensure that your soul is not one of them.
You need to keep fighting.


I need you to know that you’ll find the places that leave every tender part of you feeling calm and at peace with who you are.
You’ll find the places that inspire everything inside of you to surge and ache with the hope & the beauty of being alive .
These places, they aren’t where you were born ,
But they will be..where you are reborn .
You will know when you have found them .

My lord, will you know


I need you to know that there are others like you in this world ;
others who are messy hearted,
Others who feel things intensely ,
and without hesitation ,
others who cannot contain all that they hold within the worlds of their mind because that have only ever known how to pour,
how to shatter , how to give & give & give .


I need you to know that you’ll find these people , and they’ll become your family – you’ll take care of each other .
You will grow together,
in the moments between breaths ,
in the stunning silence that blankets your souls when you connect with the fact that in a world of billions , in the middle of all this noise ,
you’ll find each other.


But most of all,
I need you to know that we are all here, together dealing with what is Dark & Light within us.
I need you to know that you aren’t alone .
I need you to know that you’re going to survive this .
I need you to know that one day you’re going to be sitting in a place you Love ,
Surrounded by people who inspire you & you’re doing to think πŸ”™ to the Storms and the Hurricanes that rattled through your bones ,
And you’re going to Smile πŸ™‚


I need you to know that Stars can’t glitter without Darkness & Dawn arises only after Dusk ✌

So better be a free falling Soul
And get lost in your World ❀

Bcuz The clarity will wash over you ,

You’ll be free . You will be free .

πŸ˜‡ πŸ™Œ


✌ Happy Friday ✌


– ABHIJEET KHANDARE

Β©05/04/2019

Unfathomed Abyss of my LIFE

When I say I’ve known Anxiety ,

I do not mean that I’ve known Worry .

I mean that I’ve known what it is to Drown with each Vital Breath that I take.
To tread Water in the middle of the Ocean with my thoughts circling me ,

A Mental Shark passing again & again to take a piece of my Sanity.


When I say I’ve known Depression ,

I do not mean that I’ve known Sadness.

I mean that I’ve known an Impenetrable Darkness that pervades every Crevice of my being .
That I’ve been trapped in a prison of my Mind’s own creation , unable to reach for the key.


When I say I’ve known Excruciation ,

I do not mean that I’ve known Pain & Suffering.

I mean that I’ve known battling with Happiness which are Universal Sentiments which do not discriminate .

I mean to relate with the way of tugging the Heartstrings resonating with the Scarred Heart which actually Endure, Rebuild, Blossom and Flourish my Soul .


When I say I’ve known Self-Loathing ,

I do not mean that I’ve looked in the Mirror with Judgement .

I mean that I’ve Cut Away my Hate & Starved Mighty Mountains into Sunken Valleys.


And when I say that I’ve known ,Please understand that still do I know.

For some days
Anxiety sits far too heavy upon my chest ,
Depression and Excruciation clouds my mind &
the words of Sweet Self-Loathe taunt me .

But what I really mean to say is that when I reckoned I was beyond Saving ,
beyond Hope ,
I was wrong .

Oh Darn , was I wrong ?


ABHIJEET KHANDARE

Β© 24/03/2019


LIFE & PAIN :)

LIFE :

Life can be Sunshine ,
On peaceful days with bright blue Skies.

Or Life can be Raindrops ,
That fall like a tear squeezed from your Eyes.


Life can be Heaven ,
That you’ll only reach through Hell .

Since you won’t know that you’re Happy ,
Is you’ve not been Sad as Well .


Life can teach you Tough Lessons ,
But you’ll be wiser once you Know.

That even Roses need both Sunshine,
And touch of Rain to Grow. πŸ˜‡


PAIN :

The thing about Pain ,
Is it won’t last Forever

And it kills you right now ,
But with time it gets Better .


The thing about Scars ,
Is they all starts to Fade

Until nothing is left ,
Of the cuts that were Made .


The thing about Today ,
Is there’s always Tomorrow

And if you can’t find your Smile ,

I have one you can Borrow 😊


ABHIJEET KHANDAREΒ©22/03/2019

Β©22/03/2019


Is Growing Up really a Trap?

Here’s what they don’t tell you about Growing Up :

They don’t tell you at times , you’ll find yourself at Crossroads & you’ve to count on your Intuition & your Gut to lead you .


They don’t tell you that even if you have all the Signs in the World ,
if you don’t think a Road is for you ,
you’ll have to Walk another one Alone .


They don’t tell you that at times you’ll find yourself in middle of nowhere,
living a LIFE you didn’t wish for ,
doing things you said you’d never do just to make ends meet,
just to survive, just to Live Another Day .


They don’t tell you that Love gets more Complicated as you get Older ,
it’s not the Romance that’ll sweep you off your feet,
it’s not the Fairytale you imagined when you were at your ‘TEEN AGE’
Dreaming of a Cinderella or a white picket fence & a Knight in shining armour .


They don’t tell you After few Heartbreaks, your Heart begins to Change .
You think too much before givin’ someone a chance ,
you’re always guarding your heart even when you’re falling in Love,
You’re always thinkin’ about the moment that leave or the moment you have to walk away .

You’re always Hoping for the Best but expecting the Worst .
You’re always Second-Guessing their feelings & your own .
You’re always ready to be alone again .


They don’t tell you that you will have to Accept that Certain Things are over;
the Perfect Job, the Perfect Relationship, the Family Portrait, the Ideal Friendships ..etc.


They don’t tell you that Things can Change Overnight & you will have to Deal with the Mess and the Aftermath .

But they also don’t tell you that as you get Older, you get Better at Healing, you get better at Learning, you get better Facing it all without losing your Mind .
You learn that Life still goes on without some people .
You learn that you can get caught up in a Hurricane & come out of it Unscathed .


They don’t tell you that Growing Up is a Project you’ll have to work on for the rest of your Life,
But the Good News is ,
you’ll always find within you what it takes you to complete that Project .
You’ll always find within you what it takes to do it yourself .


They don’t tell you that Growing Up is a lot tougher than you think, but so are You .

And above all,
They don’t tell you that you’ve to fight the battle Alone in LIFE ,
Competing your Present with your Past manoeuvering towards bright Future &
evolve into Best Version of you facing innumerable Hardships & Struggles .

So, Growing Up really a Trap or fun ?


ABHIJEET KHANDARE

Β© 14/03/2019

Moving Forward is the Key✌

At times it’s better to break away from Old thoughts.
Lookin’ ahead.


The path we chose to go further or turn here & there,
So we can Accomplish what lies ahead with all our Strength ,
And so we can go new ways ,
Meet new people & Develop new ideas .


Never Regret about any Idea reckoning it won’t work well and all,
But continue Striving lookin’ forward ,
Because it’s the only way you can actually Change .


A look back
– Sparks longing , maybe utmost Sadness or even Rage .

A look ahead
– Fuels the Hope, the Ambition & the Wealth of Ideas that is in you .


Everything that is already behind us,
we can no longer influence or change.
It has already happened & cannot be undone whether it was a Good/Bad decision.


You cannot go πŸ”™
but you can go on where you are right now , affecting the end .


You’ll always come to Crossroads & you shouldn’t be surprised .

The path of your Life isn’t just StraightForward .
Many a times you’ve to Manoeuvre towards different direction .
Even then , make your decision & do not Mourn it , do not keep questioning it if you’ve already long gone further.


You must completely Rely on you .
Get Advice , but decide for yourself , of your own conviction ,
So you’re Happier & less Vulnerable to the consequences of your decisions .

Most of all , you’re Less Prone to people who think you actually have any direction for you .


It’s your way you go .
Again & again there’ll be companions.

You aren’t alone .
Because even for these people , they cannot change their past anymore.
But the Future is still ahead of them, before us, before you.


So you better keep continue moving forward.
Not backward, Only forward.
And change something you do not like what you glance before you .


It’s never too late to Start any work at any time any day .

Start Today.


Also, lil’ Progress Everyday adds up to big Positive Result someday ✌

Keep Moving . Keep Striving πŸ’ͺ


ABHIJEET KHANDARE

Β©09/03/2019